“Touchdown Turnaround [Don’t Give Up On Me]” - Hellogoodbye
An old favorite. :)
Tonight was my dad’s birthday. :) Tonight did get a lot better.
This is a picture of (in order) Dani, me, and Madi. We like making silly faces. :)
I love you. Thank you. That’s all I can possibly say. :)
You’re welcome. I hope they helped a bit <3
It helped a lot. :) You’re an amazing person.
Where the Hell do I go from here?
I love you. Thank you. That’s all I can possibly say. :)
(via notesandboats)
This reminded me of a Nazi camp for some reason. I don’t really know why.
Dear Kristin,
I met you through one of my best friends. We’ve maybe ‘hung out’ around six times? I want you to know that even if we don’t talk nearly as much as I have hoped we would,that I appreciate your friendship. I won’t pretend to know or understand what has happened between you and your mousey girl, but at some point or another, she has cared. And that should be enough. Though times can get rough, and friends may drift or leave, somehow they always find their way back. And she will, dear Kristin, because the two of you have shared many amazing and outrageous memories. No matter how bad it seems, she loves you. I truly believe that friendships when confronted with harsh trials will grow stronger because of it. It may take:
Days
Weeks
Months
and even years
But I’ve seen how the two of you can act around each other, and friendships like that don’t break off so easily. I’ve been jealous of you two, I’ve wished that someday I’ll have a friendship like that and that someone will completely understand me. So if none of the above ever happens, then I will be disappointed in myself. Why would I get jealous over something that seems so strong but is actually flimsy?
You’ll figure this all out. You’re a smart little Kristin.
Love,
Me
I…I don’t know what to say. So, I guess I’ll just type and type until something intelligent is possibly formed. You say you know me, so you must know how clumsy with words I can be sometimes.
I wouldn’t go and say that we’ll become friends again. (The mosey girl and I. Obviously you still seem to care and I think we’re friends. I don’t know who you are. :]) It’s very…difficult these days for me and she left at a very bad time. But that wasn’t relevant was it? Gah, told you I’m clumsy with words! Anyways, I wouldn’t say we’ll become friends again because she just disappeared. You’d think after years and years of being friends that she’d at least say goodbye, but no. So, as she left without goodbyes, I am only left to assume she didn’t want to even speak to me long enough to say goodbye. I don’t know what I did, but I guess I must have been a bad person. You know me. Am I a bad person? I don’t know. Don’t answer that.
She and I have had many crazy and wonderful and unforgettable memories, but I guess they mean nothing now. And that kills me. And maybe she did care, but now she doesn’t. And that’s what kills me. I have a feeling she’s gone for good. And maybe I should be happy. I’ll learn to be happy. She seems…better off without me. And I can pretend that that’s ohk until it finally is ohk.
I have no idea who you are but if you were kind enough to take the time to write me out that message, you must be a lovely person. I know I could probably figure out who you are, but then I might be wrong and it’s probably better that I don’t figure it out. Because being wrong sucks. lol Anyways, whoever you are, (I shall call you Betty.) Betty, you are a wonderful, magnificent, and caring (amongst other beautiful and positive diction) human being who deserves a wonderful friendship and I’m sure you have one/will have one/ or Fate or Destiny or Tramalfidores are giving you one. Because you deserve it. You’ll get it. Hey, maybe you’ll be her new best friend? She should have someone close to her. She needs someone. :)
I think she needs someone that isn’t me. People have this tendency to disappear from me. So, you be her new best friend, because I am nothing but I ghost lost in her deep memory somewhere. I garuntee you she hasn’t thought of me in days. And good for her. :)
Good for you for being amazing. Thank you.
Love, Kristin. <3
P.S. I have no idea why you were jealous.
(via staree)
I believe.
